sigh

as kendall said it earlier to me... it has been an humbling day.

first, this morning in my asian religions class i got really frustrated because of what the Pure Land Buddhists believe in. they are so deceived and i just kept getting mad so i just started to pray for the followers of Pure Land Buddhism. they are so beautiful and it makes my heart long for them and for China. i pray that God will break into their hearts and minds and they will learn the truth of HIM.

second, when i went to the ferg today for lunch and time to myself, i read in the CW about the 17-yr-old kid who killed 15 people in Germany. the kid was not accepted in school nor was he the smartest. he graduated and went back to the school and shot mainly girls and female teachers, then other civilians. this could have been prevented!!! my heart broke again for him and his family... if only someone shown him love and what it means to be accepted.

third, my social psychology class about the meaning of love and how people define and express it. we also talked about sex. it was funny and yet i didn't really like today's class. people are deceived on the meaning of love and how to show it or receive it. sex is not the answer especially if you are not married. it made me sad.

fourth (and last), at UnAshamed we talked about spring break. we need to be the light for people who are completely lost and confused. they then showed a drama on a song i don't know and it broke my heart AGAIN! they had one side a group of people having fun on the beach and the other side was a group of people in a club. Jesus was in the middle and basically everyone ignored him. it made me so sad because we do that everyday and i don't even think about it! those who are lost and confused and those who follow HIM! why do we reject him so much? have mercy on us Lord! please forgive us!

like i said, it's been a crazy day. i have loved it and God is definitely teaching me something through all of this. it has been a reminder.